Hello All!
I started writing a post yesterday about working out at work at your desk…however the system went down in the middle of it and it went KA-POOF!
Sad I know. I’ll try to re-write it tomorrow after I wake up.
I went through all my posts and categorized them correctly, so things are easier to find.
Now, seriously people….more feedback on what you want to see! Come on.
Oh, also, forgot to post this one last week:
Have you ever had one of those days, or a cluster of days, that you just wish you could stab?
I’m currently in that cluster of days, and am eagerly awaiting the arrival of a happy day.
Emotions are a very crazy and frustrating thing. Anyone has the capability to change their mood by just deciding to change it, however I think it goes without saying that it is much easier said than done.
Yesterday started my funk, a series of just blah situations, lit on fire by someone else, (who was also having a bad day), and then doused out by soda pop.
(Hows that for a visual?)
Today, I could have made the choice to just forget it all and be in a better mood, however with not so awesome feedback at work, with the combination of the truly most annoying customers in the world, filled with stomach maggots, makes for a great day so far.
(Once again, great visual huh?)
Either way, I can tell you, I did dance my heart out last night. I danced so hard I almost couldn’t walk out of the dance floor, and actually had to use my inhaler.
I also had 2 shots of whiskey.
Yes, I had 2 shots of whiskey.
I just needed it, just needed to feel the release before I went out and danced my heart and lungs into a panic.
Today, I feel like doing it all over again.
In doing my research on why America is the “Obese States of America” I ran into a lot of stories about people using food to comfort themselves when stressed, in a bad mood, or upset.
A lot, a lot of people go into therapy to find out why stress triggers food intake, and what they can do to take care of this issue.
I can say that I somewhat understand this, when I’m sick or PMSing I sometimes crave chocolate ice cream.
However, when I’m really upset, I immediately go straight to an alcoholic beverage.
I probably should stop here, and quote myself, “I’m not drinking right now.” I’m not going to work drunk, and I rarely drink ever.
What I’m saying is that my comfort is to go out and have a few …or many… warm fuzzy drinks.
Yeah, that sounds really good right now.
That can add up though, eating when depressed or drinking when depressed will add empty calories that I don’t need. I will be going out to dance tonight, so I would be burning off some of what I would be drinking anyways, however if I don’t have anything to drink, that would be less calories I needed to burn off tonight.
I guess what I’m trying to say is that is just freakin sucks when you’re in a bad mood. I really just need to sit myself down and say, “Celia…” *cough* (excuse me) “Poor Girl, just stop it and be in a better mood. You have the ability to be in a better mood. Just do it.”
I really should, I don’t know what is stopping me…I’m stuck in the Swamp of Sorrows from the Neverending Story. “Atreyu!!!!!!! No, Atreyuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!”
Yeah, okay, if you got that, score a point for you, a hundred BAZILLION FOR ME!!! MWAHAHAHA!
Okay, I’m already starting to feel better.
Thanks all for reading and dealing with me.
Love,
The Poor Girl
PS You dance floor…me, Area 51…tonight.